Media

It's like working for the circus.
everyday has a new set of stressors and a new set of accomplishments.
Find a story, develop it, connect a reporter to their writer or producer, run the scripts...it's a lot.
But it's kind of like crack.

The addiction comes from the constant motion.
Once swept into this lifestyle dependent on the performance of that day and only that day, it's hard to relax.
I've lost the ability to sit still...i feel like I'm always missing something.
Three jobs is overkill.

I can't stop for a good reason though...it's all about building over the course of a year.
In one year I need to move up or I've failed.
When I was hired, the HR manager told me this...it put things in perspective really fast.
The problem is, as soon as I was hired, other opportunities came up...and if I didn't take them, I would stagnant...so I think I've bitten off a little more then i can chew.

I need to find a way to balance.
There are simply not enough hours in the day.